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new years resolutions:
[the same as last year]
1. continue to not drink soda.
2. continue to not drink alcohol
[new ones]
1. actually try in school.
2. make an effort to stay close with my friends.
since i havent posted anything for awhile,
pictures since school started:
[just a few]
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| i leave for california tomorrow.
i'm so excited :D
i'll take tons of pictures.
and at least ONE comment would be nice.
since no one reads this.
haha.
i'll be back on august 20th. i believe.
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| hello there :D
my life has been pretty good
no complaints, really.
i havent had one of my 'sad days' in a really long time.
i think i'm actually, happy.
like, really happy.
ah. how wonderful.
in six days i leave for california.
i'm extremely excited.
quick update on life?
last monday i went to the plain white t's concert.
it was amazing. they sounded wonderful live. exactly like they do on their CD. so i was impressed.
they played with ellison, verona grove & quiet drive.
yesterday i went over to kirstens house.
her germany girl was there. her name is Julia.
she was probably really tired.
and probably thinks americans are crazy kids.
xavier distracts me when i'm driving.
enough said.
mitch was adorable in middle school.
i had a cold for the past week.
but its gone now.
Chelsea & Hannah are back.
so now we're only missing Julia & Molly
But Emma left today.
so shes missing too.
I leave on the 11th.
oh boy!
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mitch is back.
i'm better now.
=]
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im gonna take advantage of the fact that no one reads this.
and im gonna actually talk about how i'm feeling.
isnt that what these are for anyways?
i was reading vogue.
and looking at the pictures and everything.
vogue makes me feel like shit.
like, i'm an elephant.
i get in these moods.
like, where im just not good enough for people.
in my friends, im not the skinniest.
i used to be.
key phrase: used to.
then i got hips.
[guys have told me they love my body. i still cant figure out why]
but no one tells me that i'm skinny.
i got that all the time.
i took it as a compliment.
was it one?
and im not saying that i want to be like a flat stick.
i dont find that attractive.
and im not going to do anything stupid or drastic to shed some pounds.
half the time i dont think my friends even want to be with me.
even though they tell me they love hanging out with me.
cause i'm so silly and random.
i think my problem is, i dont believe anyone.
well, i believe one person.
the only person is mitch.
but guess what?
he's 830 miles away.
how wonderful my life is.
and i wish i was good at stuff.
i'm not the smartest.
i could get 4.0s.
but im fucking lazy.
and in dance, i'm not the best.
once again, lazy
maybe i should seriously just get off my ass and do something.
thats probably what anyone reading this is thinking.
i complain about stuff.
and dont do anything to fix it.
whatever.
im gonna go back to playing solitare.
peace out girl scout.
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